lol doube shock

pata hai kiaaaaaaaaaaa huwa lol

yani k mai aaj wapis aaya na manchester say, about 3 bajey khair it was all good, khair not all good laiken well good on my part:D anyway back to the point, subse pehli cheez jo maine parking mai note ki woh thi FQ ki car, oh damn hez home:S well aaya bell ki, door opened mai ooper gaya flat mai enter huwa, yahan wahan dekha to mujhey umeed si hui k shaed FQ sahib dubara apnay room mai ja chukey hain and gher mai shaanti hi shaanti hai as woh kafi der tek sota hai, so mai tehlta huwa apnay room ki terf bherha and jaise hi room khola to kia dekhta hun kay, janab sofay per bethay nashta farma rehay hain :|

yani k kaisa lagey kisi ko, jab 2 din baad apnay room mai aayo, to samne koi aur betha ho, mujhey apnay room mai hi aisa laga jaise k mai mehmaan hun:S pata nai maine kia kia kerna tha! bag phenka bed per, jacket utari phir socha k ab kerun kia, although i was pretending k jaise woh hai hi nahi room mai laiken phir bhi :S unintentialy mai room say nikla aur kitchen mai chala gaya jaise mujhey koi bara hi zarori kaam tha lol wahan jaaker dekha to kuch samajh nahi aaya k mai yahan kion aaya hun buss glass pia pani and back to room.

tv on kia, computer on kia and beth gya, phir poocha k aur batao bhi weekend kaisa reha, kehtay hain buss kuch khaas nahi wohi usual, right!. yahan wahan channel ghumanay per pata chala k xmas special simpsons lagnay hain! woooohoo, mai abhi buss zara net say fursat haasil kernay hi wala tha k cartoons lag chukey thaye and mai dekh bhi reha tha thoray say, FQ sahib aaye, i think wazo kerke hi aaya tha, mera prayer mat uthaya, bichaya , tv BAND KERDIA and aram say namaz perhnay lagay:| yani k , yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar, nahi plz nahi, yeh mera room hai :( mai ussey ziada pay kerta hun ! and and uff:S woh apnay room mai jaaker bhi to perh sakta tha na? ab mai usko ustime kia kehta:s buss maine phir tv on kerna munasib hi nahi samjha uske janay k baad bhi :(

khair to janab aaj xmas hai, sir per 2 days of loss sawar hai k kuch perha nahi! exams:'( :'( so abhi bus kitchen mai khaana bhi ban hi reha hai,,chicken daal:P hope k sahi banti hai :S and hopefully abhi dost ko call kerunga and kuch perhiengye aaj!!

funeral

haan aaj hoker aagya funeral say, mujhey laga k maghrib time tha so laiken woh rastey mai kafi late hogya stupid traffic wahan puhnch ker fone kia to pata chala isha time hai so buss phir apni purani mosque gaya namaz perhi pehlay maghrib ki then maulvi sahib say mila kafi acha reha unke saath, yahan wahan ki batien huwien and buss phir post office jana tha wahan gaya, car tax lagwana tha and home office stupid letter send kerna tha woh kia,,and buss phir aik aur puranay dost k gher gaya bimar tha bichara, thori der betha then isha ka time hogya, azeem bhi aachuka tha mosque . so buss isha perhi, namaz-e-janaza perhi and azeem ko station chora and wapis gher!

really sad

abhi abhi dost ka txt aaya, her dad expired today, damn is time kuch samajh nahi aareha kia kerun, tangien kaanp rehi hai, uska fone bhi nahi milreha, shez like a sis to me, and the worst thing is k kal uski engagement hona thi and pehlay hi usko lagta tha k jab bhi kuch acha honay lagta hai uski life mai , hameesha kuch na kuch hojata hai, damn sometimes things happen at really bad time :(
pata nahi ab kia hoga, khair abhi soch reha hun k mai kia kerun, unke haan jana chahiyeh? kab jana chahiyeh, yes they all know about me but still dont know jaon, na jaon? kab jaon? kisi ko saath laiker jaon? wahan to pata nahi aur bhi kon kon hoga, so sub kaheingye yeh kon aagya :S

waise to mai gaya bhi hun unkay gher atleast twice laiken ,,,pata nahi :( damn mai aisi situation nahi face kersakta akeela, mai kehunga kia wahan jaaker, pata nahi dekhta hun :( Allah sari family ko sabr day and aanay waley dino mai acha keray sub, ( Aameen )

aise hi

kal raat bhi mushkil thi kafi, aise hi itna kuch sochnay ko hota hai, kia kerun kia nahi, subse ziada to yehi k what to do with people around me? jaise k abhi new 2 log meray saath flat mai shift huwey hain, they both new guys, ab unke sath phir say wohi game, understanding yeh woh, get to know each others mizaaj waghera waghera, yaar im just sick of it now, last 3 years say yehi kuch horeha hai pata nahi sakoon ki life kab milay gi.

subse ziada to mujhey woh log burey lagtey hain jo muft mai kisi ki life mai interfere kertay hain, yani k mai sakoon say apnay room mai rehta hun, kinda always on my pc, got my own tv jab dil kia dekhlia nahi to band hota hai all the time, laiken my new flat mate/class mate, f****n sahib, jab dekho aajatey hain,,,aur yaar kia horeha hai :S arrey bhai kuch bhi nahi horeha, buss thori buht chat ker reha hun, aagey say sawal aaya....ahan kon hai chat per hamie bhi to batao, yaar koi id hamie bhi fwd kero, wat the heck:|:| kion bhi kion kerun aapko fwd meray apnay frnds hain family hai :s pata nahi logoun ko aisa kion lagta hai k msn/yahoo sirf larkion say chat kernay k liye hota hai:S and woh bhi short-term chats k liye ;P lol sahi hai pata nahi soch hai apni apni anyway
ooper say ghalti say internet k saaath mujhey tv cable free mili hui hai and but it good coz u get to see new simpons everyday on SKYone, ab isper bhi un bhai k aiteraz hai k yaar tum har time bachoun ki terah cartoon kion dekhtay ho, aur pata hai kia! kal say B4u and B4u movies free open hochuka hai till xmas and yeh bhi un bhai nay hi daryaaft kia tha...so buss , hez in my room as long as hez in this house:S ab mai kisi ko keh to nahi sakta na k plz aap meray room say jao? doesnt sound nice hain, and i try to be nice with everyone, i hardly been to his room since he moved in so why dont people understand dat? khair i hope he'll be okay, haan i know aisa lag reha hoga i have loads to complain, but nahi aisa bhi nahi, aaj subha hi usne meray nashtay kay bartan dho diye khudi,,so dats a nice gesture:D laiken stil i dont wana go to that route, do ur own stuff, dont create problems for others and be helpful when required mera to yehi motto hai,
anyway aaj subha hi mai aram say cricket news perh reha tha, and listnin to asian sound radio (www.asiansoundradio.co.uk), as B4U is crap anyway to janab aagye...direct tv on kia and straight into B4U and aur to aur kehta hai...yaar yeh radio ki awaz kam kerna zara :|:|:| lol sahi hai

khair i hope yeh sub to chalta rehay ga...and i wish k ab aagey time acha hi guzray coz aur buht kuch hai dunya mai sochnay ko!!!:)