really sad

abhi abhi dost ka txt aaya, her dad expired today, damn is time kuch samajh nahi aareha kia kerun, tangien kaanp rehi hai, uska fone bhi nahi milreha, shez like a sis to me, and the worst thing is k kal uski engagement hona thi and pehlay hi usko lagta tha k jab bhi kuch acha honay lagta hai uski life mai , hameesha kuch na kuch hojata hai, damn sometimes things happen at really bad time :(
pata nahi ab kia hoga, khair abhi soch reha hun k mai kia kerun, unke haan jana chahiyeh? kab jana chahiyeh, yes they all know about me but still dont know jaon, na jaon? kab jaon? kisi ko saath laiker jaon? wahan to pata nahi aur bhi kon kon hoga, so sub kaheingye yeh kon aagya :S

waise to mai gaya bhi hun unkay gher atleast twice laiken ,,,pata nahi :( damn mai aisi situation nahi face kersakta akeela, mai kehunga kia wahan jaaker, pata nahi dekhta hun :( Allah sari family ko sabr day and aanay waley dino mai acha keray sub, ( Aameen )