dooba doobai

pata nahi, mujhey nahi lagta if i will be able to handle such pressure. I certainly do not get paid for all this non-friendly looks i get from few people or even from him. Khair kisi ko kia kehna, it was my own decision and aisa kehtay waqt mera hargiz yeh matlab nahi hai k im regretting it or nything like that its just that the way people work here is really different. Not that they dont follow work schedules or work timings or anything, but they just want to get results as quickly as possible, what ever it takes! which sounds insane to me atleast, kion k situation is complex, mai apnay dost k under kaam ker reha hun there is not much i can complain about, everything i was promised is still in plans but type of work they want from me is in reality...khair aisa bhi nahi hai k mai complain ker reha hun, they are running successful business and if you want to be part of that, you must follow their rules, as simple as this. Mai buss yeh keh reha hun k mmm koi mujhey dantay:S yeh sub say mushkil kaam hai, being reminded is something else and being told off is other , mere saath abhi to aisa kuch nahi hua, laiken ho bhi sakta hai, kabhi bhi koi bhi kehsakta hai, k aap hamarey kisi kaam k nahi :S khair ager aisa hua to it would be bad!

i really trust my friend and certainly know that k he is tryin his best to make me appear best valued for the company, usme ab mujhey khud mai kitni changes lani pariengi, yahan k working environment mai kitna dhalna parey ga yeh to waqt batayega, and abhi yehi kehunga k i need some time, this country is new for me ! if im asked to get quotation for something, i certainly should know where to head:S unfortunately Internet is not all that big and you cannot find everything there khair..................list is long

- Im writing this just in case I forget this situation I had to go through., hopefuly... ;)