Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Static.

okay now i have dragged to read my old posts, which makes me feel like loads of things were goin on and haan i wrote pretty well i think, atleast mere liye coz perh ker buht kuch yaad aata hai and shaed blog isliye hi hotey hain :)

Abhi to meri life just static, na mai WOH reha hun and na KUCH AUR hosaka hun, kabhi log mujhey mulla keha kertay thay and kabhi kuch bhi nahi kehtay thaye....yani k buss younhi type banda. Khair yeh topic to mai nahi cherna abhi yeh mulla ki baat wahan say yaad aayi ka bhi dost k saath aik bhangra session hua hai :D after a long long time we kinda danced for no reason with load bhangra music on..and again it reminded me k I CANT DANCE tho i really want to :$ he was makin me real jeolous there laiken hah who cares all u need is confidence, confidence to have fun :D yeh thoery mai apni achay say azma chuka hun is bar jab behno ki shadi per Pakistan jana hua, nobody believed k he was the same tauqeer:D laiken buss kia hai, aap kero jo aap kerna chahho...:)

Haan baat horehi thi k static kinda life ki. Thiek hai phase hota hai life ka, aap ziada kuch nahi kersaktay is barey mai laiken still, mujhey buht darr lagta hai . Dar is baat ka k idleness really makes me lazy and most importantly effects my memory! lol haan hans lo sub laiken...im loosin wat i had learnt in uni all these years, i tend to loose my vocabulary,either it be urdu or english. Is baat ka inkishaaf bhi purani posts perhnay k baad huwa k buht si istilahien aisi istimaal ki hui hain maine jo mai ab nahi kerta? halaat ka asar hai ? company ka asar hai ? ya buss mai waise hi khatam horeha hun ....
Ager socha jaye to shaed i really need a point to stick now...need a proper job , or kehlein k stable life. So i can hold on to things or have worry to hold on to all that what i GOT , aagay kuch aur sochnay ki to baat hi alag hai ..Pata nahi job itni important kahan say hogyi aik dum k meri life k har hissa mutasir honay laga hai . Thiek hai shaed aisa hi hota hoga ya phir yehi mera attitude change honay wala hai ...aisa nahi hota hoga! u need to do something about it?

Acha jo bhi hai, aaj Christmas thi yahan, nothing much happened. Mujhey issey pehlay sister k paas hona chaiyeh tha Glasgow mai laiken meri ill-planning k bais aisa mumkin nahi hosaka. Umeed hai k ab Eid say pehlay wahan hounga inshAllah. Isdafa new year per london nahi jasakounga isi chakr mai . Ab sister bhi to hai na yahan, to mera kia pata kal ko kahan houn, so uske saath hi sahi Eid...:)
Kuch aur khaas serious to hai nahi likhnay ko...coz nothin serious happenin in life at all! lol or maybe im too careless to note that lol

Acha i'll try from next time to write in proper urdu, the very reason i started this part of my blog :)

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